To the Governess about my swollen face
But my medicaid case is still pending. Two years applying continuously
to have public assistance, this didnt happen in LA only here in NY and
I
am stuck. THe United States are acting like a totalitarian state in my
case and all that surrounds me. A full blown dictatorship but it is not
admitted. You have a serious case of FRAUD somewhere along the system,
in DC or somewhere else. I would even call it a case of treason. The
last phone call was cut after the firts tenth of a second, how come
nbody
can help me disable whoever has access to my communications? What is
the point of allowing whoever is behind this to go unhindered as if he
or
she was a perfect being? I have been caling CRIMINALS for two years,
more, since I noticed in February 2004. The food in the shelters is
tainted, poisoned, infected, but I cant get enough state support to
stay out
of the place. I HAD access to MANY resources, only didnt like to ask
for favors; now I it is impossible to get HELP from anybody I k
now. WOuld you believe that this man with all his knowledge of
sociology and economics is actually accusing the United States of
becoming a
COMMUNIST STATE? Would you believe that Donald Sutherland died in
Mexico
several years ago? But he is in a moovie now. I bet that moovie is
censored in Mexico. So... how come this country allows itself to be
ruled
from without, from Mexico? I just keep sending mails but some very wise
guy with a little power is abusing by keeping me incommunicated. IT is
not a matter that people is talking, it is a matter that they are doing
NOTHING. I am the guy who has a FUTURE in the US as opposed to Mexico,
but those criminals I exposed are now much better off that I am here
in the US! THere are many impossibilities happening around me. How come
a snowboarder can win a million a year while a multipurpose man like me
cannot even eat independently? You are not aware because you are
within, but there is a very very bad case of decadence and treason whe
re it counts. Governmente doesnt exist, the system doesnt exist, it is
PEOPLE who takes decisions. They have access to those people, I dont,
but they are making my life a hell. I know behind this is some form of
Church, only want to remind that there have been many cases of
homosexuality in the Church, so it cannot be OK. These people are
playing so
dumb thatthey cant understand that they became dumb. So it has been a
net
loss of everything instead of an increase because somebody wrong wants
to be right at all cost. It is VERY EASY to kill all opposers, and I
believe that is what they are doing. If at least the situation was
recognized... Now I think some very precious and important agent of
something
really use a laser to cut a line across my left thigh. You cannot allow
these agents or whatever they are do whatever they want! But you are,
not you personally but somebody who pretends to have authority but
instead is just letting do. No matter what people say I am being trea
ted with silly excuses, mistreated and disrespected in all senses. I
know now even Belinda is to be blamed, that if not even the girlfriend
pays attention then why should somebody else should? Another silly
argument added to the list. When I understand that even my last email
account is being given to the same group of Mexican criminals. MEXICAN<
MEXICAN, ANOTHER STATE, ANOTHER COUNTRY. THey are losing their values
and
dont even realize! Values, as they are commonly acknowledged, is a
matter
of ordering, of order. I cannot fathom how comet hey order their
situations! But on top of EVERYTHING seem sto be drugs and sex. I mean,
I am
still scolded because I didint have sex in the US! But then all efforts
not to let me meet my ex fiancee were so obvious, that if I claim I am
in love it doesnt matter, ergo love is below just sex (which is what
the Church would criticize, incidentally). Now I understand better the
Nietzche concept of an inversion of values; it is not that we value
bad over good, BUT that the value is considered in absence, not as
affirmation. So this people seem to have as utter values absence of sex
AND absence of drugs! It is the most important criteria, NOT TO X. And
it justifies it. It is difficult for a rational mind to understand
these
imcompletely formed rationalities, but I am at their mercy for not
having money! And I dont have money BECAUSE somebody didnt do his ir
her
duty in the SSA. No mattter what they say, that is the original cause.
In
the hotline I was asked my name but I want somebody to tell ME my name.
It is the middle initial vs a full middle name? The adde euphonic e in
my first name? That the last e in my last name is dropped? There are
SEVERAL variations in my name; the Mexican criminals are taking
advantage
of it and pretend they are very clever. I tried to call the Belgium
consulate to see if they have some answer, but it is IMPOSSIBLE to get
the
person who s actually receiving my emails! So there is no comm
unication, it is beginning anew every day! I dont know who is behind
this but his trick is already worn off. I am getting all the life puns,
even how badly they were understood in the translation!!! The
equivalent of meter la pata is to trip somebody. You are tripped by
somebody.
But romper la pata is not only break a paw or a leg but to make you go
without sex, as the penis is considered like a single leg. So meter la
pata is to be penetrated SO you fall (homosexual reference in Mexican),
THEN the leg is broken, you go without sex. So people around me begin
appearing with a left or right foot hurt,maybe a stage, maybe a real
harm, I dont know, they wont tell. All this is the translated correctly
by
the phrase to trip in English. BUt mind tha to trip means literally to
REALLY make somebody have a trip, either for real (exile, send away),
or CHEMICALLY, as in tripping with hallucinogens! Which is what these
people from Mexico call and promote as their psilocybinism, a SUBcult
ure among many possibilities, that they assume INCORRECTLY that I know
and understand! I am just beginning to understand in fact what it
means, and at the root of it is a very deeply ingrained homosexuality
and
cannibal-ist attitude. An incomplete relation to the mother in Freudian
terms. THAT is what this people have been promoting HERE in the US!
None
of it in Mexico, I mean, this didnt happen in Mexico! NOt so gruesomely
that I managed to make sense of so many Mexicanisms that relate to this
kind of crime: ROB so much that the person ends in the street, DEFAMATE
so much that nobody would help, INCOMMUNICATE so taht he cannot ask for
help! I would go so far as to claimthatthe internet is also another
expression of this fight against that kind of strategies, but it seems
their proponents MANAGED to thwart it by making translations in the
wire!
I still dont know if I can be distinguished by name instead of by my
description, since have been unable to know if my name arrives
unchenged through electronicmail! At least I dont have pain, but I
need medical attention. I want the whole world to KNOW that I am not
getting medical attention in the US... maybe that way somebodywould act
out
of pride? This situation I COULD AVERT. I do not procrastinate (THAT IS
A MEXICAN THEME, THESE PEOPLE ARE STILL COVERING THEIR LIE THAT I WAS A
VERY MEXICAN), I anticipated as much I could and the rest of the world
didnt pay attention or were simply DUMBED by the TRIPPSTERS from MEXCO.
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It was the food of the shelters, of course. Now tonights myth was that
the same happened to Bill (Clinton). The President must stay alive no
matter what, such surgery is dangerous, then... Somebody infected his
molars and so he was controlled. That is, he wasnt allowed to go to the
dentist! I do look a little bit like him in face form, on one side!
I cant imagine Isabels Death pristine, I *CAN* remember it pristine. No
matter what people say, I was confronted against lots of mud. It is the
fourth lie of Hexagram 51, mired in the mud. I cant imagine how come
the domain was lost! After, of course, my hard drive was switched. To
me it is back to the same, I have to recover my efforts oft he l;ast
ten years precisely when I was just about to make a market sale. I dont
believe in coincidences. Lu is? I want to kow who was behind him! It is
side effects, what I call side effects, a flase cause toted as the
cause while the real cause is kept hidden. This poverty is the product
of a black hand, a hidden influence. It has no root in my person.
Fabrizio J Bonsignore now Danilo J Bonsignore